Merry Christmas & Happy New Year Cards
for my lovers in other countries
One of my lovers passed away in 2012 after suffering from cancer.
He’s my grandpa.
When I was 8 years old, I went to America with my grandparents.
I still remember where we went together, what we did together
and how we talked to each other.
Still, It’s really hard for me to believe that he passed away.
I still don’t wanna believe it.
My phone still has his number and our photos.
Now I’m here and you’re there.
Our distance isn’t so far, but not that close.
But there’s a way – sky – where we can meet
When I look up the sky, I think
– over the clouds, sun, stars and darkness, there will be someone –
It might be you!
How are you?
Isn’t it too cold? or hot?
How are you today?
So many people miss you and we will never forget you, including me.
Let me be brave.
Please don’t forget me.
I love you so much.